Love Never Dies - II

Continuation of Love Never Dies.

Since 1^st Feb, 2011 he was alone and stop talking to anyone. I could see the pain but could not do anything for him. Later, on 10^th Feb, he came to me and said he wanted to resign and wanted to go back. He cannot stay like this anymore. I said what will do you if you didn’t get a job? And he just said one thing “Samantha is the most important in my life, what is the use of staying here without her, when I know I can go back and stay there, I know she will never accept me but at least I can see her whenever I want.” I knew he will not listen anything because it’s not him it’s the love for her which is talking.

And he resigned, but due to project criticality his manager asked him to stay here for some more weeks and took back his resignation.

14^th Feb, 2011, he called her to wish Valentine day. She indeed picked his call and they had a good conversation. He later dropped an email to her citing that he had resigned for her and coming back. I don’t know what her reaction on his email was, as she didn’t reply back. He didn’t contact her after that day but was eager to go back to see her.

15^th March, 2011, the day he started his journey back to place where he always wanted to be. During his travel he was just wondering “How will he handle her after all this?”, “What will be her reaction on seeing him back?” and a lot more questions. Again a hectic journey but this time he didn’t feel anything as this was not first time he is travelling so much and moreover this is the journey for his love.

16^th March, 2011, he reached back to his office (they both, Samantha and Vicky, work in the same company, he went overseas for work, and he came back to the same office where she works). He started searching her from the day one but he was not so lucky to see her on the very same day. It took two days for him to see her on the same cafeteria where he saw her first time.

18^th March, 2011, he saw her when she was coming from cafeteria. He spoke to her directly after a period of 4 months. He was so happy that he could only see her entire night in his dream. Why he should not be happy?? He came all the way leaving entire career for her, he came all the way just to be here to see her most of the time, he came all the way to talk to her.

After that he hardly got a chance to talk to her as she keep saying that she is seeing someone and he doesn’t want to disturb her love life if there is actually someone.

On his birthday, 31^st March, 2011, when he was praying and asking god, “God please bless me with her phone call or an email or a text on my day, don’t I deserve this much from my life? You are the one watching me since last 3 months and you are the one who know how much I care and love her, please show some mercy.”, he received a text from Samantha wishing him his birthday. He was excited about that as he knew there is nothing as big as this gift which he can get from someone he loves more than his life. He acknowledges the same to her. That was the only best day in his life as far as love is concern.

5^th of April, was the last day, when he had conversation with her. He woke up at 4:45am just to pray and ask the god to make his day and life as he can’t stay like this anymore. He reached office exactly at 7:30am just to see the place where he spoke to her first time, to see the place where she sits and work. Later he went to have breakfast where she always does in the morning, and he had very same thing which she always eats in the morning. When he was coming out after having his breakfast he saw she is just next to him taking her breakfast and he called her “Samantha”. She looked at him said “Hi” without wasting single minute he said “I want to talk to you, I am waiting outside”, she replied “Please don’t want for me, it will take time.” Then he said “Please take your time I can wait entire day.” He waited for 4 hours but she didn’t turn up as she was insisting that she is seeing someone. I guess that was the only day he realized that she is actually seeing someone and he left from there.

It’s all over now.

Note to Samantha:

I am sorry Samantha. I know I have done the things which I shouldn’t have done. I should have believed you when I came down from Cardiff to Bangalore. I know I left my dreams of my bright career as I started dreaming about you. I know how I felt when I went back without seeing you. I know how it’s feels to stay away and not contacting you anymore even after coming here only for you. No one can ever feel the way I am feeling now after everything is over. I may not have you in my life but I know no one can ever take your place in my life. I loved you, I love you, and I will always love you. But yeah as you mentioned you are seeing someone. I promise I will maintain distance and will not trouble you anymore. Mark my words, I promise I will stay away. You don’t even know that I use to come every day to see you during breakfast and I know you don’t even know that I am seeing you. There are lots of things which I haven’t told you, let that be hidden I won’t trouble you anymore.

I haven’t seen angels before and now I can say, I have seen one, that’s you, Samantha. You have been great during all these months, though you were never on my side but as I said you earlier you are playing your part and I am playing mine. Life always gives what we deserve and I certainly feel I don’t deserve an angel like you and you deserve someone who is equally great as you are. I cannot undo the things which I have done. I am sorry if anytime I hurt you. These months were painful but it has been great experience loving someone so much. I am sorry once again for troubling you and bothering you for all these months. I am sorry Sam, please forgive me. May god gives you more than you deserve. I will always pray for you that you should be happy always and you should get whatever you want.

Finally, Thanks for all lies you said during all these months. At least I came to know today (Month of Sept, 2011), that you were just playing with my feeling. Today I felt ashamed that I had fallen for you. Wish I never meet you again. Thanks to my friends who helped me a lot. However, I am not like you, So I till wish you All the best for your future, though I will never FORGIVE you.